im feeling real screwed up yo. first things first, i failed my biology test.
and when i say fail, i think its the second bio test i failed if im not wrong.
in any case, bio should be the last subject that i should be failing.
and the failure this time, its way too exaggerated. i havent got such
a fucking low score before its an insult and i mean it. admit that
i havent studied for the test but i have always been able to scrape a decent
score. it may seem to be a joke for some but personally, i really think this
is a blemish for my bio scoresheet. this is so fucking demoralising.
secondly, i havent been doing my maths homework at all and i feel real bad
towards mschua. basket, the only thing that im capable of is laughing and
shrugging it off during her tutorials. so besides being labeled as the-one-who-is
-always-late-for-school, i've got another label - the-one-who-never-do-maths
-tutorial. best things that, my lecture notes arent even complete. like
what clara said, i really treat maths lecture as a break. its time to stop this man.
and i havent mentioned me failing econs test, have i? wtf. me failing econs. i may
be laughing it off and even at myself in front of others but in actual fact,
i dont find it funny at all. failing bio and econs - this is just fabulous.
less than one month left till block test and this is the kinda shit i got myself into
right now. screw it. i seriously hate school right now. i have absolutely no idea on
how to catch up. it feels rotten to be left behind.
as for the friendly, it was probably the worst match we've played. conceded some
goals that could jolly well have been prevented. and for myself, i wasnt running
enough. dont know what got into me but my legs just werent moving fast enough.
and i ought to be shot for not shooting properly. too many stupid mistakes that
shouldnt have been committed at all. girls, after this rude awakening, i seriously
think we should wake up. nobody ever said that success came without hardwork.
and if you think you are good enough, think again. being defeated by younger people,
it is humiliating.
its preventing me from moving on.