chem test tomorrow and i've yet to study. dont plan to. just going to
freaking fail that test. econs quiz too. to hell with it. feeling all screwed up.
too many things happening at the same time. should i just drop it.
you are just not good enough.
i cant play forward. had this idea that forwards are better than defenders
and now i realise its crap. stupid crapshit stereotypical thinking i have. now i just
want to remain as a defender. probably cause im used to playing it and i know
what im supposed to do. and i wont feel all insecure. and, after all, im so
used to playing with gladys. think we can play quite well together. just so used
to it. never too comfortable with changes. especially with adivs coming up in about
3months. being able run like a dog gets you nowhere without the ability to
freaking shoot. its probable time to wake up.
and as if i dont have enough things on my mind now.
fuck lah, just forget it.