气爆了。
have a hell load of stuff to talk about.
lets start with the end of PW! surprisingly, didnt feel
the "WHOA, what the $%#^$%^%$^% PW is OVER!" kind of feeling.
it was more of a "okie im finally done, phew" kind of thing.
haha numb.. maybe its cause dumb labpartner forgot to print
her InR and dragged me to find a printing shop. LOL. we went
from west plaza to elias mall just to find a printing shop
that prints colored stuff. took quite some time. and the main
point was that we WALKED. and i was cheated. thought could take
bus back. and LP said we could. but in the end, turns out that
there were no buses from elias mall to school. $%^$&^%$&^&$&^
rubbish sia. lol wonder why i was so nice hahaha. okie anyway,
after settling all the wu-eh-bo-eh stuff, went to buy junk
food before making our way to daniel's house. and stupid LP
didnt go. %$^&%&^%$&^% evil pok. and so, thought the party went
a-okay. simone left early. saddening though. but i ate my
oreo mcflurry ahha! okie a bit no link but well. whatever.
today was a f#$%ed up day.
went for combined schools' training. went okie. but
my legs went wobbly in the middle of the game and i ended
up kneeling on the ground while defending. and the best
thing was that besides the teachers and the girls, the guys
were there. what the heck, and zhising that idiot HAD to laugh
when i was still playing. stared at that idiot lol. okie, it
really wasnt that bad. my legs just wasnt strong enough to
support my weight. so what exactly can it support? okie its
time to eat more pig trotters HAHA, craving for my mum's pig
trotters wheeeeeeeeeee.
went for appt later on and thats when my day started to
suck. was too early. the appt was 2pm. i reached at 12.30pm
because of the direct bus and yes i was way too early.
ended up walking around, buying food, stoning and yeah
sleeping at the bus stop. super unglam cause i almost fell
of the seat. O.O agreed to meet hengxin at 145pm. and
when it was 145pm, i made my way to the mrt station (i was at
the bus stop, remember?) and that was when i received a msg
from her saying that she'l be late. okie fine. i saw it coming
anyway. so yeah, asked her what time she'll be reaching and all.
*dadada*
so another f#$%ing 45min passed and she was not there yet.
said she was at payalebar. but i doubt so cause 15min later,
she still wasnt here. what i want to say is, if you are not
here yet, just tell me where you are. i'll wait. no matter
how f$%^ed up i feel. but please just tell me the truth.
and to be frank, i felt so f$%^ing pissed i can kill her
a hundred times and i still feel its not enough to make me
any less angry.
i apologise for being late. i know i always or at least
most of the time, am late for appts with friends. but i mean,
there's a limit to it right. really FUCKING pissed.
not because i wasted at least 3-4hours of my time and its because
i wasted other people's time too. what the bleh, i felt really
damn bloody rotten. f#$%ing tired after training and
i had to put up with such shit. can you bloody imagine.
and i was thinking. yeah, thats probably my
retribution. and i've already repaid my debts to whomever it
may concern. the debts accumulated for the past 3 and half years.
it was really in AHS when i picked up this
freaking bad habit. its time to kick it. hopefully.
and in any case, im not trying to scold you here hengxin,
im just trying to vent my anger and in case you havent really
noticed, i really didnt want to talk to you at all when you
reached aljunied and this is the first time im really damn
pissed at you for being late. no bad feelings but i ought to
have a place to vent it out right. im okie now, i guess.
报应。或许是自找的，早知如此何必当初。
就不约了。不约了！
死都不约了。
YAY. 魔术先生! finally ;D
anyway, i like this song from HSM3 best ;D
lucas grabeel! his voice is super nice and soft and woo
SEXAYE!
ps. the comments after the videos were written before
the post so the tone is different. even i myself am shocked..