jasminetan i miss you although i just saw you yesterday.
man, im dying to go back to when we were still in AHS. your class
just beside mine, can go disturb you as and when i like. zzz,
and now you are so busy with pw you cannot entertain me :(
sobs. i want to go out with you. i want to go eat and sing and gay
with you lahh. :'(
feeling a bit lost and empty now. feeling tired and yet dont feel like
sleeping yet. feeling all weird and diao-ed. feeling this feeling that.
zzz. ironic shit. and everyone's making me feel like i've got too high
an expectation of myself. or its just that you all are trying to make me
feel better. sadly, think it backfired.
i seriously am rotting in front of the screen. though am talking to
people online. nobody to entertain me liao. huixin and wenching offline
le. donk also. jasminetan also went off because she's a pig. okie now even
yiqian is going off. zzz.
最喜欢半夜三更，家里只有自己一个还没睡时的感觉。
奇怪的是，虽然已经累个半死，但脑子格外清醒。
只有在这个时候，我能认真地思考一些有的没的事情。
是真地不知道，还是在假装？为什么就是没办法去面对，
去找出事情的来龙去脉和解决办法？这似乎意味这我周围
潜伏着的政治。
知人知面不知心。这社会上最残酷也是最真实的一句话。
it starts from young.