caught the dark knight with short clara wenching crystal
yiqian and rachel today. rushed to the ehub after school and we
managed to catch the 255pm show. and of course, we were late.
duhhh, missed the first 5minutes of the show. saddening. but,
i still must say that the dark knight is a superb show. damn, i think
the plot was brilliantly written. it was really good. shant say much
about the plot here. i think everyone should go catch it. hahaha.
christian bale was quite handsome ahha. not the oh-my-he's-mine-
from-now-on kind of handsome but well, he's decent. haha. and
heath ledger is really a great actor. i must say that he did a good job
in crafting the character. like the way the joker licks his mouth every
now and then. the way the joker stutters and his eyes. ohmy, they are
so freaking powerful, if you get what i mean. it sort of scared me when
i looked at his eyes. it was great. the joker successfully instilled fear in
me. well, maybe not VERY scary, but still, good enough to make me
close my eyes when the joker wanted to slit this guy's mouth.
the joker is really a psychopath. besides the superb acting of heath
ledger, the fact that he is gone further scares me. i mean, the last role
that he took up is really ... psychotic. and whenever i was reminded of the
fact that im watching his last movie, i felt sorry and sad. and abit scared.
all in all, this is a movie not to be missed. miss it and you're an ass. hahaha.
im having a hard time here. trying to catch up with my schoolwork
and at the same time, worrying about stupid stuff. was really lost during
biology tutorial. even felt like crying because i really dont know what
is going on. and it doesnt really help when people ask you about stuff that
you dont know. like during tutorial when they are revising the stuff, you are
reading the fucking piece of shit for the first time. and yet, there are some of
your classmates who still approach you to ask you questions about that topic.
im not trying to blame anyone here. but i just feel like a fucking piece
of shit for not understanding a single thing during bio tutorial.
was quite touched when pidgey came over today and asked me if i was okie.
she must have seen me frown. and flipping the stupid lecture notes looking
like a total retard.said i could book a time with her. thanks. but, the problem
is what am i going to do even if i booked a time with her. i cant possibly ask
her to repeat the whole series of lectures for me. so what am i supposed to
do now? i feel lost. and let me tell you, its not a nice feeling. promos' in less
than 2months' time yea? go scream! you can freaking do it!
so much for learning how to encourage the heart at LTC. so we're
talking about encouraging our own hearts right. fine, i shall do just that.
they just dont understand. how much it means to you. how much it means
to all of us. i can be a joke, but i have a feeling, i wont be joking. at least
for this period of time. cant bring myself to even talk sometimes. talk
about mood swings. and pms. i guess that's it.
it feels so unreal. wake me up from this bad dream, wont you?
hold my hands, and we'll walk through it together.