jasminetan! haha u random ass.
miss you lol! lets meet up someday to gay ;D
andandand i was reading my own post and
i really really want to go back to ahs with
spikers. hopefully i can make it on friday.
dont have floorball if i didnt remember wrongly.
donkey tong! lets go on a food tour someday sooooon.
HAHAHA miss the way you eat. glutton lol ;D
uh uh uh.
YES ITS TRUE! ;D
if you get what i mean.
tabithaaaaaaa mushroooooom ;D
arent you happy lol?
anyway i really truely freakingly hate mondays
and tuesdays. the worst days of the week.
damn difficult to survive through these two days man.
feel like dying everytime i look at the clock and
realise that only five minutes have passed.
and have you any idea how many 5minutes i have
to count before the time is up for me to go home.
not reallly home. floorball most of the time.
really feel like dying lah. i need my hollidays!
or maybe, not really. even before the holidays,
floorball is going to take up at least 10hours of
my time every week. which means that i will have
at least 20hours less for studying. the other 10 hours
is for me to catch up on my sleep. floorball is really
tiring. blehhhs.
i totally havc no time to do my homework man.
and because of that i had to stay up until 3am
yesterday to do a STUPID BIO CONCEPT MAP.
ruddy hell. i should have done other stuff first.
really dont know how to prioritise. should have done
something more important and useful like the bio
tutorial. and of course, managed to try out the maths
tutorial questions. and in the end, when mschua went
through the questions today, i got almost all of the
graphs wrong. o.O i was so damn demoralised and sad
and that stupid yiqian had to rub it in by laughing at me.
that noob. but its quite entertaining to sit beside him
during tutorials cause he's damn noisy lol. singing or making
stupid comments, u choose one and he'll entertain you man.
played caps ball for PE today. its been donkey years
since i played caps ball. and i tried tennis for the first time!
quite fun. haha. but i kept missing the ball. and my serves
were like too strong i think. lol. entertaining nonetheless.
J1 training tommorrow whoohoo.
looking forward to it. long time since i trained with
them :( maybe its because i had too many j2 trngs.
have you ever thought of the different channels that we have
to switch to when we speak to different people?
maybe its like voltage gated ion channel. only a certain
potential difference can trigger the opening of the channel.
only then can i understand you and thus be able to
allow a response. what if you dont ever reach the threshold
potential? thats disastrous. or maybe not. it really
depends on whether i want to talk to you in the first place right?
have you ever met people whom you cant click with?
sure. in fact, all the time. i seriously have a problem connecting
with them. maybe its because i missed some of the times they
spent together. or maybe its just because of my character.
tend to become an introvert when i feel unsafe. or maybe i AM
an introvert. i suppose some will disagree with this
point. horrendous horrendous. this kind of feeling makes me
dread the next meeting with them. i feel uncomfortable.
you cant expect me to talk when i dont even know whether
they are willing to listen right? yes.
hopefully things wil be alright soon. hopefully time wil pass really
fast like zooooooooooooooooooooooooom.
oh anyway, i am VERY GOOD! wahahaha.
thats what he said! so it must be true. hahaha.
getting tired. but i still have ALOT of undone homework.
and luckily, its late wednesday tommorrow! ;D
oh and my brother's not at home wheeee.
so i can use the computer everyday wahahah.
WHEEEEEE