gee. had trials ytd.
wasnt too hopeful but yet, i still had
that voice in my head telling me that
i must run i must run i must run if not
first, i must get 3rd. cause i guess many pinned
high hopes on me. if not high hopes, just hopes
then. my class peeps, phobos ppl, my frens.
ohman. i felt quite disappointed aft the run.
havent felt that way for quite a long time.
okie not very long. just after the vj x-country.
lik seriously, i cant reli run. just better than some ppl.
but there are still ALOT of ppl out there who can
run u noe. yep. gave up the 400m race.
was disappointed. i have been running for that event
since i was in primary school and this is the first year
that i did not participate in this event. ppl tell me that
i shd have ran the 400m race. yar i noe. i noe myself
best. i noe i can run the 400m race better. at least
better than the 3km and 1.5km race. thats why i
was reluctant to join those 2 events. but i relented.
cause i din wanna disappoint others. so be it.
i realise that im quite hao4 sheng4 in terms of sports.
thats cause my studies suck? lol. maybe. i dun lik the feeling
when ppl overtake me. but ytd i let 4 other ppl overtake me.
and during x country, 70+ ppl overtook me. or rather, i couldnt
catch up with the 70 odd ppl. i was tired. i felt lik giving up when
i was running halfway ytd. but i continued. those cheers and screams
from the sports gallery and by the track kept me going.
EYES WERE ON ME. i couldnt stop and jus walk the 1km away right.
lol. yar i din pace myself. i sprinted in my first round cause
i din wanna lose to that girl -.- stupid me lah. and i ended up
all tired and breathless for the following rounds. yar they all
told me i shdnt have done that. i overestimated myself. and i strained
my poor legs. my legs couldnt take that sprint. but u just had to cont
when the rest are cheering for u rite. i could hear short, eloise and etcetc.
even the sherng whey and others whom i dunno. lik zomg. they were
screaming their asses off for me leh. how could i possibly stop!
and funny thing was that i could see familliar faces at every corner.
yiqian was asking me to maintain my pace whenever i got to the
100m place. simone asking me to jiayou at the finishing point.
stephanie( i dunno whether thats her name o.O ) smiling at me.
sherng whey asking me to jiayou. some unknown gang asking the
phobos gal to keep running. miss seah saying from the far end that
i shdnt have sprinted in the first round. (she was so loud i could hear her
from the other end of the track -.-) whoawhoawhoa in that short 8-10min
i could hear a thousand voices ringing in my head. and ironically the
loudest one was from me to myself - to stop running. stupid me.
bleh. but hey, im proud of myself for completing the race okie!
im 1 out of the 3 j1s there and i managed to finish it 5th! the rest consisted
mostly of canoeists! haha. heard that they are pro de lol. after the 1.5km
i was totally dead lah. my legs were not mine anymore. my ears were blocked.
i felt nauseous. my head was spinning. totally horrible. on my way up,
a few of the runners said i was good! haha. thanks man. that is reli
encouraging. hmm. oh and zaki oso said i was goooooood HAHA! yeayea.
was reli happy when i saw short wenching crystal and rachel man.
here's a BIG THANK YOU TO ALL THOSE WHO SUPPORTED ME
OR SCREAMED FOR ME! keep on screaming man! cause screaming is
the WAY to go ;D im not scream for nothing. go phobos~
hmm abit anti climax
meanwhile, while i reflect more,
i shall go back to chem e-lecture first.
oh and there's floorball tmr and on fri
after movie marathon. im so freaking dead.
not reli looking forward to floorball for the first time sia. D;