sometimes its not that i dun wanna say
anything. its jus that they dun wanna listen.
they even seem pissed with me for some idiotic
reason. i dunno how they perceive me. wadeva.
i dun giv a flying freak. and thats a freaking lie too.
is getting out of that place the only solution?
yes. thats wad i tink. even though running
away isnt always the best solution.
i cant think of wad else to do. it takes two
hands to clap. im okie with some.
but others. i reli dunno. its lik when i talk to
them. they ai chap mai chap. i dun feel
respected. maybe im too sensitive. but.
sometimes i feel that im the one they are attacking.
i dunno. it feels horrible. back back back.
intrapersonal skills interpersonal skills.
lik i giv a damn. its lik im back to pri school.
learning how to communicate with ppl and all.
i hate this transition period.
i used to fake that im sick whenever i dun wanna go to school
when i was 9years old. i have the urge to do that again.
but after much consideration. i decided that i cant.
its too childish. although im reli a childish person but...
feel lik crying sometimes.
wish i'd never left ahs.
i wish.
i need to talk.
to who?