i was happy.
to go back to school. to see all the teachers.
or rather some. and to see all my friends.
my bestest friends whom i din see for a very
very very very very long time. it was great.
jus enjoying the feeling of going back to the time
when we were all still AHS
but happiness doesnt reli last, u noe.
chilled out at the canteen.
acting lik idiots. camwhoring. talking cock.
making fun of the stupid
u've-got-5min-left-before-you're-late-for-lessons alarm
by shouting "FIRE! run!!!!" and of course. eating my favorite
prawn mee and dirnking green tea with my ex-classmates
and mryeow. it was pure bliss. till that moment came.
when we all proceeded to the hall lik some criminal waiting to
be hanged. maybe only i felt that way.
in the hall, we were presented with crap -.-
sure, was quite funny when potato read out names
of ppl who din pay school fees/return library books
etcetc. but i wasnt reli in the mood. jus laughed along with
the others. and reli LOL when shenhuijuan's name was read out.
LALALA~ dun relli remember what exactly happened next.
besides the part when mryeow advertised to us bout the
anglican bear in pe attire -.- the new pe attire summore.
and it costs 15bucks! lik wtf! lol. then finally zombie's time
to speak. to think boonie was in india. and that she missed
such an important event of the year -.-
ppt next. showed us all the statistics.
it was incredible. i tink our batch reli did the school proud.
thats not exactly the main point though.
it was that. we din let ourselves down. we proved ourselves.
we are able to achieve. and AHS might be able to be in
band 1 next year! this is lik so damn cool.
instantaneously, i was hopeful again. maybe i did well too.
maybe...
and of course. top scorers.
our scholars were pro of course. they were the
top scorers lik duhhh haha. top local was sarah ngieng
if im not wrong. and stephanie from sports class. she's a riot man.
BLARDY pro. and i mean it. din reli pay attention after that.
anw congrats to all those who had there names up there. yea.
finally time to get our results. my heart was beating damn fast.
lik it had never beaten so much before. and that it was the last chance
for it to perform its function. it was damn bad. for some stupid
and childish reason, my eyes were lik about to tear even
before i got my results. stupoid.
my turn. and my heart fell when i saw my results slip.
i cried. i was disappointed. freaking disappointed with myself.
seems that most of the ppl improved from prelims to now.
but me? deproved.it was crap. i was lik soooooo fking sad
when i saw my chem and bio results. lik wow. it came
as a rude shock. although my results are not bad for some ppl.
but i feel lik crap. horrible feeling. real horrible. and thx juan and gaymin
for comforting me. and to others too. dun reli remember who :/
sorry yea. and to mryeow. guess he was sorta -.- to see me cry
until lidat. it was damnit unglam.
and now i dunno to stay or not to stay.
DAMN
what cheered me up a fair bit was that i took a photo with him!
he acted abit unwilling at first. and i din reli wanna persuade him or
anything cause i jus recovered from crying and wasnt reli in the
mood. but thanks to juan. lol. thx dude. and finally we took a photo!
juan gu yi stand at the side so i can crop lol! :D nice dude.
cheered up after that. no more regrets or whatsoever.
that is with him.
went to 85 with mryeow baowen amanda weitian and elton after
that. ah balling~ nice :D and we talked quite a fair bit. elton was
funny lol. okie neba mind.
thx to all those who were there for me.
reli happy that u all are here.
especially to GORS and ofcourse zoo-H
mryeow and other teachers.
thank you.
is this the end of it all?
i hope not.
that was the last time.
in ahs uniform, wasnt it?
i miss ___gege