mixed feelings.
take for example today.
god. wad the hell was that.
u trying to make me go thru all this.
for wad? may i ask. dammit.
i noe ppl see me as an idiot.
but who cares. im me.
im the only one who noes myself.
thats yours truly for u.
so there. i may be an asshole and idiot at times but
most of the times i noe wad i want.
i may be goofy and kiddy at times but
i can be serious when i want to.
and im telling you you you you and you that
im darn blardy serious. since last yr till now.
i was i am and i will be.
i dun need ppl to rub it in.
pls for goodness' sake. stop it whenever u
see me not smiling. thou most of the time i dun smile.
i mean when i reli dun smile dun laugh lik a goddamn idiot
u are suppose to stop it. i dun wanna reli lose my temper.
it can be SCARY. u noe at times. when i feel real down.
i reli wanna shut my fking mouth up.
and jus dun talk and ignore EVERY single person.
but obviously sometimes, i fail. there'll always be some
people who'll make me laugh. sometimes i cant bear to dao ppl lah.
especially my batch de ppl. hmm yar. im bias.
im the level rep after all.
i miss last year. i seriously do.
sec 3 was the BEST of the 4yrs in AHS.
and i can honestly say that i do not regret
choosing AHS as my secondary school. yea yea
corny shit again.
i jus aint brave enuff to do that.
DAMNED. lowchuanyun lowchuanyun.
pls be brave lahh hao bu hao.
u wun wanna make urself cry cause of
some shitty silly blahblah.
F***! can you jus blardy get a grip.
omg i reli tink i haf alot of diff guailan personalities le lahh.
getting damn pissed wif myself. HAIYOO.
goodness goodness can you tell me wad to do?
u dun wanna regret this, do you?
why is everybody going lik HOO-HAA.
NO they cant. luchuanyunluchuanyunluchuanyun
go eat shit lah. walao. after living in self denial for
the past 1and a half yrs, haf u finally decided to wake up?
no. im forced to continue to sleep.
remain in deep slumber.
can anyone teach me wad to do?
how t not feel lik... this.
NOBODY WANNA BLARDY BOTHER BOUT ME!
math olympiad, kamikaze!