gay and busy day. finally got back all my results. gees. din turn out very good. but at least not THAT bad. not as bad as i expected. i expected to lik fail my SS but it was okie lahh. at least neba fail lah hor. and the teacher who marked my SS SEQ part a said that i had sanskrit handwriting. lik o.O wad the hell. why this yr all the chers lik to comment on my handwriting lahh -.- so sad. zzz. but that cher still gave me a sticker cause i scored 11 for that part. but i failed the second part which was not wad i expected cause i studied alot for SEQ -.- okie wadeva.
geeeeeeeees.
i was pondering over some stuff ytd. lik why different ppl haf different expectations. and why is this world of ours so competitive. why are things made to improve? take for eg. triple science and double sci ppl. erm sorry maybe this is abit sensitive but im not trying to offend anyone here so pls forgive me for not being good with my words. so yar. lets say for most trip sci ppl their definition of bad results is maybe a B. this is only an eg. and lets say this double sci guy's definition of a bad result is maybe a F9. lik reli a fail. i mean. this is wad reli happens. different ppl hav diff expectations. and conflicts or rather, misunderstandings often occur because of either the wrong phrasing of words or insensitivity. as in maybe the trip sci guy dosent noe that a B is actually good enuff for a double sci guy. and he being insensitive talks alot of cock which he tinks is correct in front of the double sci guy. i dunno . and this could jus spark off some misunderstanding which may cause the poor guy to tink that he is being despised or sth. but no hell not. he's not. its jus that diff ppl haf diff type of mindsets. and in this society of ours now, nobody reli gives a damn about wad others tink. in this society of ours, i believe that most only care for themselves. lik yar. hey only care about their own marks. they only care whether they win this person or not. they only care bout themselves, never bout others. its lik a blardy competitive environment which makes everyone a hypocrite. u noe some can even say evil words lik heng i din screw that up lik u if not i'll .... in front of this person who screwed sth up.
aiya i talking rubbish neba mind if u dun understand. its lik so damn blardy evil. and i hate those who keep asking for my marks. its been lik that since sec 1. lik what the hell. its my marks. my marks. why the hell do u wan to know? so that u can compare? so that u can laugh when u see me scoring lower than u? so that u can complain and kaopei when u score lower than me? NO. hell not. i tot the aim of exams and marks was a tool used for guaging wad our standard is, and whether we are actually listening in class. although i believe this isnt the best and most accurate method, but yar, u cant deny its for this purpose. but why? why isit that now, it is being used as a tool to hurt others, and to demoralise ppl? i dun blardy get it. okie forget it. im outta point and blabbering again.
went to settle class jersey with zhising and junru today. settled it fast. was good. so there. gona get it next thurs. okie lemme cont blogging when im in a better mood. im in no mood rite now.
and u noe what i guess my parents doesnt care bout my results at all.
for some i tink thats good rite.