vroomvroomvroom.

zzz. nth to do now sia. bloghopping and all. trying to find pics of the nike bag that i wan. im not reali a nike fanatic. but owells.

lols. tdy was a real crappy day. pe was sorta fun. the AHS morning

exercise was fun!!! lols. wif all the swinging of ur arms and legs ...

lols. needs coordination sia. but sadly weitian doesnt haf it lols.

wadeva. math was zzzzzzzz BORING. spent math doing misc ex. zzz.

and she slack throughout the whole period. -.- she reli noe how to slack sia.

dunid to teach wan lo. summore next week got test. no revision. if u ask her ques now,
she confirm wil fake amnesia wan lo. i tried it before -.- so un-helpful.

diaos. physics was even worse. my eyes were trying their best not to close. but sadly

it was oredi 75% closed. zzz. reli damn boring lah. walao i tink she reli cant teach BAHs.

LALALA. sel. hais. last lesson of the workshop le. enjoyed the lesson. i mean there was alot

of laughter yar. mainly coming from mr yeow. lols. but it reli had this impact that everyone's

mood was lifted. yar. sth that we will never ever experience in her lessons or class interaction

time cause there is ABSOLUTELY no interaction going on. u noe wad we do during class

interaction time? its either she stare at us. or we stare at her. its a staring session. wtf.

and there was this day when we got the yearbook rite. we spent the whole DAMNED class

interaction period looking thru the yearbook. or rather SHE spent the whole lesson looking

at the yearbook. it was as if we were NON-EXISTENT. okie lah. she did say some random stuff lik "is that zhaohao on pg 15?" or "is that yawen on pg 45?" if u REALLY wanna see our face,
YOU CAN VERY WELL TURN TO THE PAGE WHERE WE CAN SEE OUR CLASS PHOTO RITE. WTF. its lik so damn stupid lah. ARGH. i dunno how i spent the term wif her.

or rather. we din spend the term wif her at all. cause she din do anything. there jus TOO little interaction between us and her. we dunno how to talk to her. she dunno how to talk to us.

"kah kee, how did u spend ur weekends?"

"jonathan, how was ur weekend?"

"zhaohao, how do u feel today?"

WALAO. i cant stand this lah. its lik. this kinda ques. even my mum oso noe that its pointless to ask me this kinda rubbish lah. and its lik. she doesnt realise that this kinda ques are those

that we will never answer. zzz. i mean its lik crap lah. -.- wahhhh. and its lik. i dunno lah. but sometimes i feel quite sad for her. i mean alot of students are lik laughing and maybe even mocking at her but APPARENTLY she doesnt realise it. what can i do? u dun expect me to go up to her and say - hey they're laughing at u / i tink u shd change the way u treat us. etcetc. dunno.

SHIT. time reli pass damn fking past. term 1's gonna be over in a week's time. gay lah. zzzzzzz.

so damn freaking fast. its lik i din do anything in this term at all. and that my time in ahs is getting shorter and shorter le. ='( u noe as i was sitting in the car this one fine day. i was pondering over whether us - sec skool frens would still be in contact wif one another after we go to diff JCs or even poly. i mean its lik. i dunno lahl. but i've heard ppl say that sec skool frens are the ones that will stay wif u as u move on. i reli hope this is true. cause i would not bear to part wif all of u - especially spikers. hais. pls pls pls treasure the time that we haf left yar.

im reli gonna be a tcher next time! dun laugh lah. zzz.

a teacher takes a hand, opens a mind and touches a heart. isnt this meaningful?

lols. rarhs. u watch me. i will become a teacher!!! hahaha. i wanna go back to ahs. provided that

the gang - boonie muaylan botakcheeny leave before i go back. muahaha.

zzz. remember i got sth to say de. but i forgot le. shikes.

it shdnt be that way. it used to be the other way. its lik. we are drifting further and further away from each other. i shd jus giv up shdnt i. shdnt let it drag for too long.

why are there so many fake ppl arnd?

its lik they dun do sth without having a motive.

its okie if they dun lemme find out that they are actually doing that.

but sadly, they jus had to lemme noe about it.

i suddenly feel old. very very old. as if i have oredi spent 2/3 of my life liao. lik i've oredi experienced everything that is installled for me. and supposed to last me for maybe 60 years.

starting to doubt. but still bu gan yuan.

will u be there for me? for me and only me.

i noe i always ask stupid ques that will never be answered.

never. even if they were. it would never be the way i want it to be. freak.

blogger sorta screwed up again. till next time

signing off,

starting-to-get-a-little-depressed-again idiot.