so its my fking problem that u are so fking screwed and its
ALWAYS my fking fault that u are so fking angry jus becos u
fking see me rite. i dunno why u are lidat to me. i dun see u so fking angry when u talk
to some other fking ppl. its lik u are only so fking pissed when u fking see me.
lik its my fking fault. cause u cant fking not see me. why isit always me.
damned. cause u fking din tell me beforehand so its ur fking fault not mine.
cause its ur fking fault stop giving me that fking face.
yaryaryar. its always me lah. its always me that fking ruin the fking peace
that is non-existent to me. fk fk fk fk fk
i dunno why but ppl tend to fking misinterprete wad i say and wad i fking do.
u are not me so u wun fking noe wad im tinking. dun fking tink that u noe me
jus because u are who u are. cause u fking dun.
and im also fking pissed cause i dun understand why there are some ppl who
lik to fking study so much. that they noe alot knowledge from books that they
read but they dunno wad is ren qing wei. they dunno that its rude to not do sth that
u told others that u wil do. and wad is more infuriating is that some ppl after the
event still has the cheek to come ask me how it was. go fking eat up ur textbook lah.
im not saying that studying is not good. but besides studying, there are still plenty of stuff
for u to think about and do. and if u ask me, i tink four hach studies too much.
tooooooooooooo much. and its not as if im not part of the class and i dun haf tests. some
ppl haf this thinking that only they themselves have tests. others dun. and that results matter
more than anything else. if that is it. well. u can very well suspend urself from cca from all other activities and jus concentrate on studying. at the end of the day, u may very well get good
results. but character and eq wise. i tink u'll FAIL. WHOA. does that scare u? failing, meaning that ur CA marks wil be deducted. ur SA marks will be affected. but im telling u that Os wun be affected. not that u dunid to study for CA and SA. u noe wad i mean. if u dun. u can very well come ask me. i would love to explain it to u personally. damned.
did anyone ever teach u to be selfless. lik put urself in other's shoes. i mean u dunid others to teach u this. u shd noe this. its common sense. and in this case. common sense that is RARE. if not, u can go stuff other's shoe in ur mouth cause u wil dirty other's shoe by wearing it. zzz.
im not perfect. but at least i noe the above-mentioned. and im not an all say no action person.
at for least most of the time. i sometimes think that being in a class that performs well academically may not afterall be a good thing. wad is impt is that the class is bonded and that besides studying , they noe other stuff too - how to communicate wiff ppl and all.
this is ceratinly one aspect that i fail in.
enuff ranting for now. tired. and for ur info. there's a chi test tmr.
ATTN :
chinese drama public performance at Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts.
prices of tickets
date: 7 july 2007 $12 $15
8 july 2007 $10 $12
buy asap to get better seats. first come first serve basis.
thx.