ya noe wad?
when i first reached skool, i was quite happy yar.
i mean u get to see ur classmates and all.
yar kiddie me. but anw.
when it was during assembly i felt quite sleepy.
yawning my way thru -.-
thinking bout quite alot of stuff too.
and then they mentioned the new demerit
point system. open defiance -.-
crap. anw. after that was class interaction time
i tink. went back to class. and waited
for our form tcher to come. was praying real hard.
then mr yeow came. i was lik
COME IN COME IN
and he did. he walked right into 4hohseven.
and with the ever so familliar voice
he greeted our class. yar.
lik "good morning mr yeow"
i am so damned used to this. so damned used that
i dun wanna change. and so he talked.
he mentioned that he's not gonna be our form
tcher this year. he's not taking any class.
that was when i reli fellt lik crying.
tears at the brim of my eyes oredi.
but. i MUS be STRONG. no crying in front of
others allowed. yar. and so i continued listening
to him talk. the last time he would be talking to us.
and he mentioned bout the petition thingy and all.
泪欲飙出眼匡 ='(
NO I MUS NOT CRY.
and so i continued listening. not abandoning...
reasons... i dunno...
and then he returned us our journals and all.
*images of 3hohsix flashing across my mind*
its not that i dun wanna get over this.
i need time. i need time...
yar. we'll be seeing him 2 hours? or 4? this year.
...
and so wif these last words. he left us.
3hohsix.
forever.
and so i tink all noe whos my new ft.
yar. tan kah kee spoilt my day.
i dunid to say why. sucker.
and so. i tink she doesnt lik me. not
wif my kinda attitude.
im dead. *BANG*
we've got class rules -.-
lik CLASS rules. wadthe..
u noe 4h is sorta quiet. so we need a very high tcher.
to lik make us high and enthu.
but.. i dun tink i can survive thru this yr.
im so damn blardy dead.
and mr chen's not taking us oso.
so that means i will not be able to reli pay attention
in the only two lessons which i reli pay attention to in sec 3.
WOW.
of cos. mrs lam is oso not taking us. i will seriously miss
her alot. i will miss them.
yaryaryar.
u can say that i am not letting go
of sec 3. i am still holding on to sec 3 stuff
for dear life. i mean. its lik that isnt it?
i can say that im very bothered bout this.
yar. students tend to compare wad kinda tchers they
get every year dun they? u cant blame me if i get good tchers
and i compare them wif not so good tchers.
YAR. u can say that im ap or wadsoever.
i AM ap. i mite as well go die.
i dunno wads wrong wif me. but i cant seem to
let go. i still remember that.
confused.
angry HURT sad