feel very sad all of a sudden.
lik i noe thats its not jus me.
thats wad made me feel sadder.
that there are other ppl whos feeling
the same way that im feeling.
since young. i tot of home as a place
which can shelter me from all sorts of
rubbish. when im scared, i go home.
when im unhappy, i go home.
when im happy, i go home too.
its always there for me.
till now, its still there. but somehow.
it has changed. it feels different.
i dun feel the warmth anymore. its jus me.
that feels this way i guess.
they say i treat my home lik a hotel.
i come and go as i please.
they jus scold me. but they din teach me wad to
do. they jus tell me to talk more. etc etc.
i dunno how to. i dunno how to communicate wif them.
can someone teach me?
recently, the feeling has grown stronger and stronger.
somehow i dun feel lik going home anymore.
i haf this voice telling me not to go home.
i tink of places to go so as not to go home.
wad is this? wad has become of me?
this is sucky.
running away doesnt help.
it makes me feel better.