why was i even born here?
i hate this fking mess.
i hate you i hate you i hate you.
i reli dun wanna type all the vulgarities here.
but F*CK.
u made me do this.
since young u were the one whos being pampered and
all. yaryar. ever since you were born.
pampered cause you are a guy.
grandparents favour u. buy u all the goddamned
toys. let you eat the fking stuff.
wadeva u wan u get it. and then the fking jian u
noe how to make use of this. and you learned to
shift all the blame to me.
there was this period of time where i felt
that i was reli cared for.
but u turned worse.
u made them believe that i did things which
i din do at all. i hate you.
yar. so wad if you are clever?
it only proved that you used this to get
all ur goddamn computer games and playstations
and all. wadeva. i tot only they favoured u
it turned out that everyone is the same.
no one cared for me.
they only cared for you.
sometimes it made me feel that this
whole shit that im living in is totally not
worth it. i tried. but obviously nth
came out of it.