!)@(#*$*%&^

jus when i tot it was all over, it struck again.
why does this hafta happen to me?
WHY?
jus when i have decided to be a better person
jus when i am seeing everything so clearly now
this had to happen
jus when i have decided to be a happy person
jus when i have decided not to be sad again
it had to happen

am i the only person on earth?
why does everything have to be directed at me?
why on earth is this happening to me?
does that mean that if i hide somewhere else
i wun haf to bear wif all this?
does that mean that if i ran all the way to pluto
the demoted planet
i would be spared frm all this?

but i dun wanna run away
i dun wanna run away
i want to face all of this
i want to be able to overcome all of this
and be able to say
that im proud of myself at the end of the day

but wad's the use if you're not there?
i want you to be there wif me
i want you all to overcome this together
promise me that you'll be fine
so that we can all stand together
at the end of the rain
to see the rainbow
promise me.

suffocating...