rarhs. MYE's reli nearing man. i can hear its footsteps man. this is sooooo horrible. dunno why. but i've got this feeling that i mus do well this year. cannot let myself down. i dun lik the feeling of myself being sad. and i can say that this year, i've oreddy been sad too many times. many many times. sometimes jus feel lik breaking down for awhile. breaking down suggests that i shd jus be feng diao. dunid to care about anything. jus awhile. to look at the stuff around me. and take a rest to prepare for wad's ahead of me. actually, i've got plans for wad i shd do in the future oreddy. wad job, wadeva, all the rubbish that u can think of. cause seriously, i lik to imagine alot of stuff. yupps. overflowing amt of imagination yupps.
i reli think im a weird person. sometimes i can be very mad. like a person whos possesed by a clown. and sometimes, im like a ... noble gas =) yupps. i like to come and go alone. ya. sometimes when i feel lik being isolated frm the rest of the ppl, i wld jus put on my earphones. and when ppl tok to me, i wld jus ignore ppl who talk to me. although i can hear every single word that they say. evil.
rarhs. im going to jiayou. yupps. and work extremely hard towards my dream. (sorta anti climax -.-)